Panmodal Aphantasia is not a shield. It is a structural vulnerability that guarantees a divergent, embodied, and relentless form of suffering.
It defies the purpose of a coping mechanism because it amplifies pressure.
It defies the purpose of a defense mechanism because it enforces exposure.
To call this condition an advantage is to mistake the inability to scream for the absence of pain.
Panmodal Aphantasia is not a shield. It is a structural vulnerability that guarantees a divergent, embodied, and relentless form of suffering. It defies the purpose of a coping mechanism because it amplifies pressure. It defies the purpose of a defense mechanism because it enforces exposure. To call this condition an advantage is to mistake the inability to scream for the absence of pain.
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The Failed Kiss
Aphantasia, the Cartesian Split, and the Agony of a Mind That Cannot Soothe Its Own Body